The night that I had will be recorded as a very special and awful night,
too many things happened
no one can believe that I'm Fatemeh if he/she hear about my last night
I did so many things that I'd never done before.
I'm really far from myself
I don't know myself anymore
I wish I could at least sleep
I can't
I'm dying of tiredness, of sleeplessness, of confusion
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we went bowling. we ate a lot of chicken strips and French fries.
He and I had many XoXoXo in his friend car :/
we got separated.
She and I got lost in a desert at 23, night. without any vehicle, alone, in the darkness.
we finally found a home of two strangers, a girl and a boy who were living with each other without being married, and that girl seemed familiar to me.
we had a terrible night which helped me to be aware of what I'm doing.
I broke up with him in the morning
I broke up with someone who stole the calmness of my mind, of my life and made me not knowing myself anymore.
he was destroying me by changing me.
I was not Fatemeh anymore.
I broke up after a joyful night, after promising to not leaving him and being with him, I broke up.
he's sad, I'm sad, everyone is sad, But, It'll be okeverything will be ok. we need time to forgetto forget.to forget. our only remedy is "forgetting".
I want to go back to my excellent and tip-top era.
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